you want answers? here.

I have B or had B as my bestest best friend...

then she moved from here to there
then she got married
then she stopped studying
then she became a housewife
then she got pregnant

while I
still live in the same area
still a student
still working
still single

pick one that B did and I'm telling you it will still affect our friendship
and she actually did all these things.. she's moving on so i felt like i should too..and i did..
I thought of her current conditions, I considered everything that I'm not even though I don't understand how married life works..I decided to be more understanding and not to rely on her anymore..but she made me appeared like I was selfish..selfish enough to abandon our friendship..
why do I feel like I'm the one to be blamed over our shaky friendship when you'd know any major change like that would gv the same effect?

Talk about frustration, loneliness, sadness, missing and dissatisfaction..I have tons to say actually..

I'm pretty much on my own and independent..I feed myself !
just because by history I am lazy, likes to sleep and not the smartest one around,
doesn't mean that I lied about working hard, tired and studying hard..

For someone who used to live with me, see me daily and listen to my problems before
Its unbelievable how we got to where we are..I hope she's happy by making me feel miserable

one minute memo

Boys and Girls

Let's not remind me of my past

Concerning our times together

How I used to laugh

How I used to care

How I kissed before

How I always picked up the calls

The memories

I gave away what should be given away

That's why you're having my stuffs instead of I'm having yours

I don't remember anymore

And no redeeming yourselves here

dumdum bullet

one of the kids i met passed away
too young, too soon
but who are we to complain?
my brother is mourning
his friends are frozen
and
i am reminded of death

trivial matters suddenly become important.........................

who should own my aegya(laptop), GD(car) and books..?
i should let someone jot down passwords to all my accounts
i should decide which one of MEs in the internet is the closest to my real self
(yeah im different in each account because you guys cant accept the full package)
would my writings hurt my close ones when they finally read it?
what would they feel on being lied to, betrayed, turned away, ignored..............
who is actually the one I care and don't care about?

Guess I have to start the deleting and saving and editing

random 2

miss the dorky me?

write on my nickname somewhere

I'll know

the wind is with me

shape and pattern

Finally I took my babies out
Ever since I purchased them, they've been house-arrested
So last night we went out with my wow-wow girls






Freedom in KL tasted funny.
I dont think we like it.

wardrobe malfunction

I dont know who's to blame
MNG or Shila's what-is-the-brand-of-your-digicam

I could see my thong through my black dress!
0_O
I'm not that generous okay

And If Im not mistaken that's a WORKdress.
Now Im anxious of what to wear in the future.......

random

Wear your pajamas

Kiss the wall goodnight

Simple act like that

Is not crazy

It makes you happy =)

Kiss is cold

No butterflies to bother you